So polygamy and polygamist sects are WRONG and sicko -and all those power freak perv men need to be strung up in the town square and forced to gargle peanut butter until they choke to death. That being said, it’s become clear to me in my progressive age that living in larger groups, communal style if you will, is the only way to go. Here is my rational for this:
Every housewife on my block (our little micro-model of American life) is overloaded out-her-ass. She does everything on her own. The chores, the kids, the house, the pets – the darling husbands float thru daily, making messes and requiring to be fed and once in a while they mow the lawn, take a kid to soccer or take out the trash. When the Mama is sick, she STILL gets the kids to school, does the laundry, cooks the dinner, yadda yadda yadda couldn’t you just SO quickly get tired of my incessant list making for godssake. Anyway, my point being – WHERE is Grandma Walton? You know, those people had it goin’ on, man. Sure, they were fictional t.v. characters, but who cares? They are going to prove my point to the hilt!! Back in “the day” extended families lived together, mostly out of necessity due to their rural or po’ in the big city lifestyle. Multi generational, yes indeed. While Mama hung clothes to dry, granny was in the kitchen with a few rug rats hangin’ on her apron while she prepped the fried chicken. And while she fried the chicken, her friggin’ laundry was being done. Bring a spinster or widowed Aunt into the mix and EVERYTHING gets done, but no one has to do it all by themselves!
We have given this up. In fact, we didn’t just give it up, we ran for the hills in desperation. We were vehement, nearly hysterical, thirsty for one singular thing. Privacy. Oh baby, don’t make me share a bathroom with ANYone! Hell, I don’t even want to share a flippin’ SINK. Yeah, I watch those house hunter shows and the prospective buyers go in there and they’re all up in arms and whining thru their spoiled American noses, “ooi, there’s not a double vanity in the master. Oh my Gawd.” You must be kidding me. So now we’re all private and can run around the house pseudo-nude and no one touches our toothpaste tube and WOW, what a bad trade we have made. Mostly the women got the rotten end of that stick, as mentioned in the previous paragraph, but men have lost something as well. How many times have I heard my husband say something like, “Maybe when Bob comes over next week we can move that book case…” Or hows about fixing broken things as a team. Something as simple as hauling away an old appliance, we now pay people to do it because Uncle Joe isn’t just “out in the barn” any more, ready and willing to help. But we have our privacy. And as we age, we have so much privacy that we need to wear little alert necklaces so strangers can be called when we’ve fallen and we can’t get up. If a grandchild were nearby, perhaps even bringing grandma a glass of water and learning about the value of service within her own family, someone would know that granny had fallen. Someone would be there to care. Jobs take people away, this is true. And that’s an unfortunate aside to our very mobile culture. But it doesn’t have to be family (and in many cases it probably shouldn’t be). Friends make the best family ever.
You know, we’re all so isolated. Often we e-mail instead of even calling each other on the phone. Much less drop by like Millie did to Rob & Laura’s house. So isolated, very private. It’s easy to hide our pain that way. Our struggles stay our own, the shameful secrets we think are original to us. So, you yell at your kids? No one has to hear. You and your husband have not slept in the same bed for two years? Who needs to know that? Maybe you wouldn’t feel like yelling at your kids if someone else had your back once in a while and you could think a straight thought. The price for all this seclusion is high. The suicide rate for adult/middle aged persons has gone up 20% between 1999-2004 (for U.S. residents age 45-54). Suicide is at it’s highest peak in 25 years for that age bracket. I don’t think it’s rocket science, but the fact is, the suicide rate for women in that age bracket is the highest. So, while I’m down here in my isolation chamber of a house feeling invisible, gee….maybe I am. See, in the Walton household you didn’t have enuf privacy to fall into a depressive stupor. You didn’t have enuf quiet time to stew and ruminate about your woe’s. If you found yourself sullenly staring out the kitchen window while standing over a pile of filthy dishes, you’d be jarred out of your stupor by the kind voice of your housemate asking, “Would you like some coffee, too? I just made it fresh….” And then you’d have to turn around and smile and say, “Sure. I’d like that.” But women of today, we don’t have someone in our kitchens to comfort us. We stand at the sink alone and have to bolster our SELVES and pep talk our SELVES. And some of us just – don’t – make – it.
I raise my glass to the Waltons. I wish I was one.